Sometimes I forget
That there are memories that are worth holding onto. I’m lucky that in my boyfriend’s life I am the first. I have no one to compete with that I know of. I was just watching the movie Little Black Book and I also watched Muriel’s Wedding (whose main character freakishly reminded me of me!) and I realized that there are memories that I have to hold onto that not many others can say that they have.
>I’ve had more than 6 men say that they have feelings for me.(and out of those 6 I’ve dated 3)
>I’ve been called a catch (by many people who weren’t paid or obligated to)
>I’ve been given the opportunities to succeed in life (which I thank God for daily but take for grated)
>I’ve met many many many amazing people along the way (many who have not been surrounded with the same kind of support base)
>I’ve been an individual who has been seen to others as being overly forgiving and a “social butterfly”(even though I feel alone most of the time)
>I’ve been seen to show potential as a great leader and I’ve been told such by my peers and bosses over the past year
>I’ve been let down and FIRED strange as it may sound (and under false pretenses)
>I’ve been in the lowest conditions a child could be in (food shelves and homeless)
>I’m the poster child of success for many people who are trying to tell a sob story about how their lives were terrible and their childhoods hard
>I am the statistic who CAN and Probably WILL make it in my cultural community
>I’ve been out of the country multiple times even though there was no chance for my being able to afford such luxuries
>I’ve grown up around great people and my family is still made up of Great people.
>I’ve fallen in love, and out of love and in love again…and I have an idea of where I’m going (though most of the time I feel lost)
>I am pretty (sometimes, even though all I see when I look in the mirror is a cow)
>I am dumb (But I am most of the time much smarter)
>I know inner beauty (and I know how to tell when people are being shallow and who I should and should not befriend)
>I have created something new for myself
and even though I whine and fuss and I’m annoying sometimes I know that I can always go back to the people I trust and know that they will have my back.
I only wish I had more people I could thank for these life lessons and memories.
Who?