Gee Wiz what Aaaa shocker.

I was just informed by my site coordinator Colleen that Burroughs is currently overstaffed for it’s morning student numbers. Because it is over staffed and I am only employed as a temp and not permanate staff because I don’t have the college credits they have decided that there isn’t a need for me at Burroughs at this time.

After my boss showered me with compliments about my performance and how she’d hate to lose me because I’m a great staff member who is ever present with the students she told me that there were openings at other schools.

I felt almost like crying because I’ve grown to love and appreciate the staff and students at Burroughs. I find change happens often with me and I realized that I was the most expendable person on the Burroughs staff…being the youngest and the only one who wasn’t at this point doing mornings and afternoons because of my school schedule.

If there is an opening at another school for me to take I hope its a school that is closer to my home and that there will be a young and fun staff like at Burroughs. I hope I will be offered more hours at the new location and that I’ll be able to show my potential of becoming a permanate staff member there in the future.

I don’t feel its completely fair but the decision was completely out of my boss Colleen’s control…she was told that someone needed to go by her boss and she felt I would have the most flexible and adaptable schedule.

Maybe this is a good thing because if I can’t pick up a position quickly at another school I’ll be able to help Jimmy and the kids as I had promised before without having my schedule at Mpls Kids getting in the way.

I’ll see.

I have another two weeks at Burroughs…I wonder how I’ll say my goodbyes.

15 hours down 89 hours to go

I completed my first week of Nursing Assistant classes today and I learned a lot about what I’d be getting into.

I entered the classes blindly not knowing what the subject matter would be or what kind of people I’d be dealing with because the school is only a community college.

Don’t get me wrong, community colleges provide a decent education…but I was brought up with the idea that community colleges weren’t as quality and well recognized as private institutions. My mom would tell me that she didn’t want to see me going to certain kinds of schools because of their reputation and how that may or may not effect my future job search. Colleges and Universities with well known names like Harvard, Yale, Princeton, Saint Thomas, Macalester, Hamline and the University of Minnesota were Schools that a person could proudly write on their resumes because their reputations for providing a quality education proceeded them.

Minneapolis Community and Technical College wasn’t one of those school on my mother’s acceptable list. When I told her that I wanted to go there I was surprised to see her showing me support in it. I guessed it was because she didn’t want me not getting an education at all and she’d rather me get an education at some community college than nowhere. She supported and nagged encouraged me to apply for classes as soon as possible in whatever field I wanted.

The Nursing Assistant class at MCTC was not what I expected at all! Part of what I expected was loud and obnoxious ghetto acting black people with no respect for their teachers…why I expected this is because most low income people in Minneapolis seem to be black or of a race of color…and in my experience because these lower class minorities liked to follow the stereotypes that were put on them to oppress them they often acted in inappropriate ways with little respect for how they are representing their race in society….I spent most of my life fighting such stereotypes but I’ve grown to the realization that in Minnesota things won’t be getting better for a long time….But that’s a discussion for another day and another post.

Like I was saying before MCTC class NAHA1819 in pre-nursing was different than I had imagined.

The class is made up of about 15 woman most being minorities but some being white and we range from ages 30 to 20 some of the woman have children and there were men at the beginning but I feel they felt strange with the turnout and they all dropped the class. I’m fine with it because I think all the woman who are there actually want to be there and are cordius of their peers and everyone is working and helping each other succeed so far.

I was pleasantly surprised when on my first day I learned that I would be training to learn how to work in an Assisted living residence aka a nursing home. Working with the elderly “vulnerable adults” is what we call them or “Residence”.

I’ve never been uncomfortable working with the elderly and I was always told as a child that I remained calm in nursing homes while my siblings would freak out at the thought that people died in nursing homes.

I remember being told that I should be nurse by my mother after we had visited someone in the hospital once who was really ill. My siblings hadn’t liked the smell of the hospital but I felt comfortable and i really liked the atmosphere there. I didn’t want to become a nurse at first because I was highly against going into a field that is normally occupied by woman. A nursing career seems to be typically female dominated when doctors are often men. I’d hear about how women were only allowed nursing and teaching jobs in the olden days and I didn’t want to become another female nurse in the records that will be taken of now to become history in the future. I’ve had years to get over those negative thoughts toward the profession…and I have met men who are male nurses and (no offense to Craig) quite good looking.

I’ve worked in the healthcare field before while I was working at camp friendship and I was grateful for my experiences there. I learned a lot about how I handle situations where I have to assist people in their ADL (Assisted Daily Living).

Now that I’ve begun the class I’m kind of surprised that I’m enjoying it as much as I am.

I used to think my life’s calling was to become a teacher because teachers were highly influencial in my life and I wanted to help people and make a difference to them. But I can help people and influence people and save lives as a nurse, as a nursing assistant I will learn to make a person’s life easier as they grow older and cannot help themselves.

When I think nursing I don’t think changing adult diapers. But I realize that this is just one of many steps (though quite the messy one) I will have to take to get to where I want to be going.

I hope someday to see myself working in a children’s hospital with elementary students helping them learn. Or working in a infant care unit assisting with the delivery of a healthy baby boy or girl.

So far though I have completed 15 of the 104 hours I am required to do before I can take my NATO test and officially become a nurses assistant in a nursing home or hospital. I’m hoping that all these classes will fly by as fun as this last week has.

Great news so far too…I got 100% on my first test giving me a 4.0 gpa. :D

Wish me Luck!

The First Day of School

So this afternoon I have my first day of classes at Minneapolis Community and Technical College. I’m really excited about them because it will be my first time in school classes after 2 semesters and a summer of not being in school and only working. I think it will be refreshing to be surrounded be peers who are my own age again.

I’m going to do my first MCTC semester and then switch to Hamline again to take classes for the spring semester and do night classes in the spring for mctc, it will be a great way to get all the credits I need to graduate quicker. The jitters I have to meet new people are much like the first days of school I have in Elementary, Middle and High schools. It’s a matter of me wondering what others will think of me while wondering if I’ll enjoy what the teachers have to say. It will help that I actually am free to get my assignments done where ever and whenever with my hp mini computer.

today I had a slight moment where I looked at myself and wondered if I was presentable. (Then I realized I was working out with Von today and that I’d need to change my clothing anyway.) It’s kind of funny that I’m worried about others opinions of me when I already know I should be focusing on my education and getting my degree…so my mom and family get off my butt about being behind and not finishing anything I start.

“You have to have something to offer him!” I keep hearing my mothher say about my boyfriend Craig.

Craig McCreath my genius boyfriend has already completed all his college courses and is now going to school for an extra year in order to earn honors in his area study. I’ve known Craig for many years and when I first met him I didn’t think he cared what level of education I was in. I feel when it comes down to it everyone who wants to will get an education when they want to and it will not change who they are as people who are able to love one another one bit.

When I was trying to see if I should take a break from Hamline or not I asked Craig for advice, I value Craig’s advice and he told me that it was my decision and that he’d support whatever I decided. When Ii was first out of school and working at the Goff’s it was Craig that I would call during my breaks to chat…if not my mother.

On this first day of school I am confident that I will still have my boyfriend as a support base for my emotions. And I feel I will still have my family to guide and encourage me…but what I fail to realize sometimes is that it isn’t about them or for them, but rather about ME and FOR ME and that I am the only one who can change myself and my future for the better or worse.

Wish me luck on my first day of this nurse’s aide program!

Friend Wheel for Corinne Elizabeth Salone – Facebook Friend Relationships

Friend Wheel for Corinne Elizabeth Salone – Facebook Friend Relationships.

Random Questions.

I found these on Tumblr and I wanted answer them here.

1. One word that Describes you: Genuine or Real
2.Would you rather dye your hair purple and leave it like that for the rest of your life or shave your eyebrows off? Dye my hair purple(a dark maroon like purple)…unless my eyebrows could grow back.
3. If you had to be famous what would you like to be famous for? (e.g. Soccer Player, Photographer.) Bringing about permanent world peace.
4. If you could be on a tv reality show which one would you be on and why? The Amazing Race or the David Tutera’s My fair wedding…wait no, Bridezillas
5.What kind of Wedding would you like to have and why? Probably a romantic and rustic destination wedding.