Corinne's Blog

I have a boyfriend who loses his temper over the smallest things.

Craig and I record a podcast called Distance No Object. The problem is though that we only do it when it is convenient to Craig’s schedule. I’d be ready and willing to record an episode but Craig always made excuses not to do it. When I finally made him promise that he would…”tomorrow or Friday” this last Wednesday Craig finally agreed to suck it up and record a new episode. We haven’t recorded an episode since Valentine’s day…and that one CRAIG DIDN’T EVEN RELEASE!

I’m sick of this.
When I said hello to Craig this morning when I woke up (still in bed in my pjs YES i turn on my computer) he asked me if I was ready to record another Distance No Object…I said yes in ten minutes and ran to go brush my teeth and make myself sound awake when I felt sleepy.

It is 1 in the afternoon in Scotland this Friday and I know for a fact that Craig has no Friday classes. It is 7am here!

When I finally call Craig he starts acting like a total ASS right off the bat. He’s yelling at me and telling me I’m inconsiderate of his feelings because like a whiny baby: “He doesn’t FEEL like it today”….LIKE EVERY OTHER DAY. He even gets off the nerve to swear at me!

I have respect enough for myself to not go around saying curse words like Fuck or Bloody in my regular conversations…when I’m frustrated or not and I would never yell swears at the person I supposedly LOVE as Craig has done me.

I feel that I shouldn’t put up with Craig’s bitchiness. I was in a good mood until he yelled at me this morning and now I’m just like a tea pot screaming from the steam being unanswered!….I WANT TO PUNCH CRAIG and I want to break up with him and never have to worry about seeing him again.

I’m hating that he doesn’t keep his promises. If I were to make a promise to someone then I’d follow through with it…if I was in a good mood OR NOT. I’d suck it up and be a woman of my word.

Craig on the other hand isn’t a man of his word and he is more than happy to remain the Grumpy Butt he wants to be.

He whines and yells when not provoked and when I ask him why he’s doing it he brings up the question of the music I asked him to feature.

HE’S FEATURING WEBSITE BLOGGERS I’VE NEVER HEARD BEFORE…AND HE DOESN’T WANT TO FEATURE 1 MUSICIAN I WANT TO FEATURE. THIS IS SUPPOSED TO BE A TEAM EFFORT…SOMETHING THAT REPRESENTS THE TWO OF US! BUT IT’S ALL ABOUT HIM…WHAT HE FEELS AND WHAT HE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT!

He is more than happy to point the finger of blame at me calling me ‘inconsiderate’ because I don’t give a fuck that he wants to be a whiny little brat. I tell the little kids I babysit the same thing…whining babies get nothing from me.

Whining grown men…GET NOTHING FROM ME!

He said he’d record a Distance No Object today…so if he’s whiny or not I’d expect him to follow through and record one.

What is his PROBLEM..what RIGHT does he have to YELL AT ME…His girlfriend.

I DON’T LET ANYONE YELL AT ME!
I haven’t let anyone raise their voice to me since my abusive father left. And here I am putting myself in another abusive relationship.

Craig McCreath better get his priorities Straight or he is going to lose me like my father lost me.

Forever.