Thoughts on Break at 2am

Craig and I are in a long distance relationship.
Craig is in Scotland and I am in The United States.
I have a co-worker named Eric who is 24 years old.
He’s expecting a baby boy with his girlfriend come August.
He told me that he doesn’t think that my relationship with Craig is a “real relationship” because I don’t have a physical relationship with Craig.
For some reason Eric’s opinion of my relationship really hurt me tonight.
I totally want what he has…the perfect set up with the prospect of a happy future…

but in a way… his opinion is like dirt to me because he doesn’t have the “right kind” of relationship.

I don’t know exactly what the right kind is… but I can feel that Eric’s is wrong.

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Nakomi keeps trying to get me into religious arguements with me…when he begins he never ends and as much as I want to defend my religious views I don’t want to go against what I believe is true…that God is not a God of Confusion and that no one in Christ should be one to argue…what am I to do when I know that GOD as an entity isn’t a HE…and that Woman are not inferior to men…and that Men are not supposed to be considered more important than woman…and that woman were made for man in God’s image just as much as woman are.

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I really want to use giant Target Brown lunch bags somewhere in my wedding…I don’t know where. There is something about their simplicity and the creative potential that they show that I’d really like to express on my special day.

I had a really big idea that I wanted to have brown with another color as part of my wedding…mainly because whenever I think of Craig I think of sophistication and Coffee…I was setting the bags up today during my first part of my shift at Target and they were exactly what I could imagine or in a gift bag or a candy station bag…since I want to have a candy
station I can totally see that happening.

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I also really want to use a lot of other things I see laying around at Target…like their candles by glad.
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I’m getting sorta of tired of all the complaining that is happening at my job at Target Greatland in Brooklyn Park.

My co-workers are constantly complaining about my boss Donny and the way he goes about doing business.

there are also complaints about the lack of hours when 40 hours a week has become our Norm.

It makes me sick, it is annoying and distracting and I feel no reason better but to complain here on my blog about the complainers.

The complainers stand around and they don’t do anything but complain…and as you listen to them and ‘keep working’ they keep standing around and not.

They don’t associate the working to getting their work done any sooner and getting to go home early.

I hope that soon they get a warning that they deserve and are sent home for not contributing.

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