Day Dreaming
I’ve been thinking about Craig A LOT recently…maybe because I miss the consistency that having a phone to talk to him provided. While I was in college there was my dorm and the Library, Theta Chi had Matt’s Laptop and a phone, even my last place had a laptop computer with bad internet…but it was SOME INTERNET.
This place has internet yes, But the internet is terrible. This place has no phones and no freedom to talk about anything because of the constant linger of younger siblings who repeat things intimate I’ve said…who never forget anything!
So All I can do is hope that Craig is online when I am allowed to use the computer: Anytime that my siblings aren’t around…it reminds me of when Craig and I were 14 again with school and bedtimes, our mothers and fathers constantly nagging us to go to bed.
The lack of Craig has become an aching obsession for me. I can’t sleep without dreaming of him and I can’t close my eyes without his face being there. I can’t shop without thinking what he might want to be getting and I can’t watch television or a movie without thinking of what he would agree to watch with me or if he would also say that I think I or He relates to a character. I wonder what he’s doing and if he’s spending all his time thinking about how he’s going to get the money to come see me.
I ACTUALLY WISH WINTER AND CHRISTMAS WOULD COME! so I could see him again…I HATE THE WINTER!
So to fill my time and because I keep thinking of these scenarios anyway I have been thinking of ways that Craig and I might surprised each other when we see each other again…or what might happen when we do meet, whether it is him coming to me or me going there…they are ever present on my mind…so I am documenting them.
They might be a good feature of my wedding someday.
Just think of this scenario… Girl arrives at Boy’s Dorm, Girl finds boys room, girl knocks on boy’s flatmates door and asks if he can do her a favor, Flatmate then walks to boy’s door and knocks on it, flatmate complains that he is out of sugar, or that the TV won’t come on and flatmate asks for assistance in the Kitchen. While Boy and flatmate are gone the girl sneaks into the boys room and gets into his covers…boy returns and thinks he sees the lump in his bed but he also think his eyes are playing tricks on him. Boy wipes his eyes and pulls down the covers to reveal the girl laying in his bed. Boy freaks out and the girl pulls him into the covers to join her.
Reunion scenario #1
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