Corinne's Blog

-Looking at Pictures of Craig and I on Facebook as I listen to the Love Actually soundtrack.

-Looking at Pictures of your old house while listening to Turn by the Byrds.

-Looking at Pictures of my Old cat

-thinking about My love life…

He has updated my website and all the bad things that have been happening to me lately just disappeared as soon as I saw the new design…LOVE IT!

Thank You So Much Craig! I LOVE YOU!

• My bike was stolen from in front of Drew
• I broke my Earphones so now I can’t listen to my Ipod
• I have no money to pay my cellphone bill so it is turned off.
• I’m no longer considered part of my church youth group so I’m practically all alone whenever I go to church.
• I feel as if I’m doing bad in a lot of my classes.
• My orchestra class was not added to my transcript so I’m afraid I’m not going to able to get the grade for attending.
• My Boyfriend is still away and I haven’t seen him for months
• For formal my date didn’t want to dance with me because I’m an awkward strangely intense person.
• My family is moving…again.
• My Study abroad materials are having trouble getting to Scotland
• I work most of my week yet I’m broke.
• I broke my dorm phone and I temporarily have it fixed
• It’s nice outside but I have to work all the time
• Whenever I go home my Siblings tell me that I should go back to where I came from
• My idea of a Good Friday Night is watching a new movie all by myself.
• I haven’t registered for fall classes yet.
• I’m not sure where I’ll be living this next summer.
• My Plurk Karma is down
• I’m in a general bad mood recently
• I embarrassed myself in front of an extremely close friend
• I don’t have milk in my fridge
• I feel sick because I’ve been making myself too busy to sleep
• etc.

I do everything alone. Though it may seem that I am a very social person the only people who really know me well are God, my mother and a boy 3000 miles away who has been my confidant ever since I got tired to being hurt by “real” people. I don’t know how to invite people into my world because whenever I did in the past those people always left me or didn’t want to be in that kind of a friendship with me. I couldn’t even keep a roommate around for a whole semester..she moved out while I was away. I’m no longer the total slob I used to be but my intense style of trying to invite people into my life in a type of hyperactive too quickly trusting way makes it hard for me to create true lasting friendships and keep them. I am weirdly overmature at the same time I try to embrace the childhood immaturity I feel I lost too early. I do not fit in with those older because I am depent but I do not fit in with those younger cause i am already deterministic on where I see myself going.

I cannot be alone to save my life… I had Jason and he wasn’t my destiny and I’m happy we didn’t end up together. I had Scott and he taught me that i’m not what every guy wants and that I can be “too much” for a person. But now I have Craig and I realize that i am the worst thing for him right now. I am crazy and I can never make up my mind or if I am just with him because I can’t be alone or if I’m with him because it’s fate or if I’m with him because I forced us out of a wonderful friendship which I daily miss into a relationship which we are trying to prove is working against all odds and miscommunications and frustrations even though I am terrible and I test it and I cheat and i pretend like things will always be alright because in the end I know that if Craig really loves me he’ll prove it to me one day. EVen though I don’t deserve the love right now because I have done two terrible things you should never do to the one you love. Gosh I wish I could put a brand on my head that tells guys to run

Personal Information
cancelEditEdit Personal InformationActivities:Movies, Cable, Theatre, Games, books, School, Boys, Checkers, Food, Quelf, The Mafia Boss, Scrabble, Photography!, Hot Hot Heat, Listening To Music, Watching Movies, Playing Cards, Card Tricks, Taking Pictures, Taking Naps, KissingInterests:-Chatting online -Watching movies -talking on the phone -Cooking -reading -acting -building sets -Bowling-clubbing -throwing in track -listening to music-watching television- working out (sometimes) -I take pictures like a mad woman! Give me the camera and beware of loosing all eyesight.Favorite Music:All—> Oldies, Country, 50′s, 60′s, 70′s, 80′s, 90′s and Today!
Scorpions, Motley Crue, Howie Day, Frank Sinatra, Frankie Valli and the Four Seasons, Jason Mraz,
South, Jon Bon Jovi, Mariah Carey, Josh Kelley
James Blunt
Sara Bareilles
Taylor Swift
Radiohead
I’m on a Music listening team competing and learning stuff in world history.
Yes, I said Music Listening Team! and it’s fun!
Stealing Cinderella
Everything but Rap
Night Ranger
• Avenue Q• Beauty and the Beast• Chicago• Hairspray• Mamma Mia!• Rent• Spamalot• Sweeney Todd• The 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee• The Light in the Piazza• The Lion King• The Phantom of the Opera• The Producers• Wicked*• Les Miserables•You’re A Good Man Charlie Brown *• South Pacific• Annie• West Side Story• Carousel (1945) • Oklahoma! (1943)• Hair (1968)• The Sound of Music (1959)• The King and I (1951)• Honk!Favorite TV Shows:Grey Anatomy, CSI, Heroes, The Simpsons,
Little House on the Prairie, Good Eats, Next, Family Guy, Sex and the City, True Blood, Entourage, Angel, Avatar: The Last AirbenderFavorite Movies:Garden State, A Room with A View, Sense and Sensibility, Laws Of Attraction, Alex and Emma, Where the Heart is, the Lover, The Postman, Anything you can find on a cable romance station, Everyone says I Love you, Emma
The Truth About Cats and Dogs, One, Two, Three
Some Like it hot, Love Actually, 28 days Later, 28 Weeks Later, Twelve and Holding, Funny GirlFavorite Books:Anything by
Carl Hiaasen and Michael Malone
I enjoy reading, I’m a huge Carl Hiaasen, Michael Malone fan I also find myself reading the occasional romance novel.Favorite Quotations:Jonathan Guter: “you are the number one uptight person ever”
me: well if I ever meet you in a dream I want our word to be Keyboard I’ve had so many day dream scenarios of meeting you in a computer shop where we both reach for a keyboard and then we recognize each other like in those crazy chick flicks where the woman meet the leading man
Craig: lol, but the word ‘keyboard’ is so generic, so I’d probably pick random words. like fermandahide
me: lol haha where would that come up in a sentence for us both to recognize? and then have that awesome moment of realization
Craig: it would go like this…You I had a strange dream last night!
me really? like was there any fermandahide?
You in the coffee shop, the csi?
me WHAT THE!?
me: hahahahahahahahahwow
Me: If you could adopt any wild animal which would it be
Craig: An elephant as long as it was puppy sized…http://youtube.com/watch?v=ED5hZ0eT9Zk
me: Cute!
my nipples are erect-Remy
“No, they never found the body! They found the head but not the Body!” Ben Lifson
“Tyler your a football player, SHUT UP!” Anna Kerben
This school is Delux.Scott Haiden
PS: I’ll be there on friday unless I’m dead or crippled. Or somebody I know is. .Scott Haiden
>They can’t handle this fire, it’s too much for
them, they get down there and it’s just burning them-Owen Nelson
“i have done your bidding master, but the plans still made it into the rebel hands” -Craig Mccreath
Aye ma’am. All is well at sea. -Bob Waack
“My heart is, and always will be, yours.” -Edward Ferrars
“Elinor: Did he tell you he loved you?
Marianne: Yes… no. Never absolutely. It was everyday implied but never declared. ”
“Brandon is the sort of man everyone speaks well of, but no one remembers to talk to.”
-Operation “Thong” has commenced.
Why don’t you stun-gun yourself?
“We are what we always were but naked now”-The Crucible
>I like the stars, People don’t look up enough…a team that star gazes and go anywhere.anon.
>I guess they knew that she was missing
As I tried to tell her dad it was her mouth that I was kissing Screamin’……Nickelback
To Being An Us – For Once Instead Of A Them”(Rent)
“Your a Dweeb…but Dweebs are geeks who look good” -Jimmy H.
“you shouldn’t have a problem with dates because i would ask you out”.Karissa.
“Love has boundaries. Age is nothing. A heart is all someone needs to love (that and a brain). Love is unstoppable. I can’t help but to in love , unstopable love, sometimes unwanted love”.ANON.
“Look there’s a butterfly, don’t let it drink your nector.”or “I know my way around a dog”
“It’s like you’re trying to eat me!” anon.About Me:I’m most passionate about art. Whether it’s the art of conversation or music and theatre which are both are forms. My life seems to revolve around activities which involve a kind of art. I play the Violin and I sing frequently as a member of my church praise team. I love theatre productions and often I’m present at shows, especially like musical theatre. I’d love to take a ballroom dancing class in the future and I want to become a music educator.
My teachers and my friends, they helped raise me as much as my parents did and there are times where they’ve taught me life lessons that I would never have learned from my parents growing up.